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not much to say.

car is out of comission until money has been made.

silly fighting is put into the past.

many crazy things are found in "the other side" of the basement.

that is all.

while sitting by a smoldering pile of ashes at gearheads beach, we decided his picnic table had to be burned.

of course he wouldnt let us, but it just so happens adam has a picnic table his dad wants gone.

so we leave gearheads and go back to adams at like 2. we pick up the picnic table and walk 2 blocks to sarahs truck parked at als and load it in the back. what a scene it will be tomorrow when she wakes up and has a picnic table in her truck.

at least we can burn the other one tomorrow.

After installing new speakers into my car, the vibrations are so bad cause it was a quick mounting job, that I can only listen to punk and other assorted types of rock music.

I think, after listening to lyrics, most bands are singing about girl problems. Without girls, there would be a lot less music.

Too bad girls are fucking crazy.

so finally after months of storage we are grabbing the foosball table. gonna set it up outside for some fresh air foosball.

good times, good times.

some people just cant leave stuff alone.

i can be a very vindictive person, although i do not like to be. i just do not like being jerked around.

what goes around comes around i guess.

why the fuck do i always have to login twice?

old people getting trashed at a pig roast. hilarious.

finding new smoking spots.

lazy weekends are the best.

some recent events have made me realise the following:

there are SO many pathetic people on the internet. i think i've spent way too much time with at least one of them. MOST people use the internet to stay in touch with people they know. for this, the internet is amazing. it has pretty much replaced the telephone for me and many others. makes it easy to keep in touch with friends in different locations. i guess easier overall to keep in touch when people grow apart.

then, there is another group of people. for example this girl i know uses the internet to find guys to fuck. im sure these guys are the cream of the crop in society. if you have to send naked pictures of yourself to guys on the internet to get them to fuck you, you should maybe re-evaluate your life cause your priorities arent straight. i really doubt any meaningful relationship has ever started out with naked pics coming into your incoming directory. if i am wrong, please let me know, i'd like to start a scientific study on this.

im no saint. but at least i have a remote idea of what is going on in the world and how to take care of myself.

next.

without the internet, i probably wouldnt be in touch with some of my old friends. in 5 years people have moved off in a lot of directions. very few people still live in the originating city. lucky for me, i was back in touch with one of my good friends from the past before i came back. she can easily change my mood from awful to awesome. i owe her a lot of thanks.

so much to say. i dont really want to cause drama though. it just seems to follow me. nobody said everything would be easy.

right now seems like a good time for some sort of turning point. the proper path seems to be the one i'm one at the moment. some dead weight out of my life in the form of a depressed girl. people think that it is possible to help someone who is depressed. maybe so, if they want help. otherwise all they do is look negatively on everything that is done. they cant keep friends cause they always think everything that happens is something anti them. people make mistakes. nobody is perfect. but seriously, if you ever read this, and you know who you are. grow the fuck up.

the subject is so true, this is SO rambling.

anyways. to anyone who actually is reading this crap. well mainly to anyone who put up with my shit while i was going through tough times and hanging out with people in the wrong state of mind. thanks. i owe you all hugely.

finally.

my friend's little girl rain is sick. she is so adorable. and i hope she gets better asap.

Today is Walt`s family pig roast.

The food tent is already setup in the backyard.

I can`t say I`ve actually been to a pig roast, but I hear pig puts turkey to shame, so we will see.

Jubilant. Who the fuck is ever jubilant?

So apparently I look awkward holding a small child. I guess that is to be expected having never spent any time in my life around kids since my days as one.

Fun to be had. Relaxing. Shooting the shit. Away from the crazy times of the city.

still content.

my cat has been staring at the bottom of the stairs for an hour straight. my guess is she saw a mouse. hopefully she doesnt leave it as a present for me in my bed or something.

last time she hid the mice for later.