Codeine Makes It Better

02.16.07 - 11:28pm
mood: meh
 
I broke a tooth, and it had to be removed, so that son of a bitch dentist said "while we have you gassed out to take that one one, lets do your wisdom teeh". That bastards been trying to get them out of me for years now, and he finally succeded.

They gave me nitrous to knock me out, which made me throw up and messed with my head afterwards, apart from that the procedure wasnt too bad. Monika picked me up and took care of me afterwards, which is good cause I was very messed up, so thank you Mon, you're the breast.
Heres a pic she snapped of me in the recovery room where she found me passed out.

[addendum]Alternate title for this post: An Inconveniant Tooth

Paranoir

02.14.07 - 11:48pm
mood: meh
 
I'd fuck you for your money
I'd fuck you to control you
I'd fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own
I'd fuck you to fuck you over
I'd fuck you until I find someone better, then fuck you in secret
I'd fuck you because I can't remember if I'd already fucked you before
I'd fuck you out of boredom
I'd fuck you because I can't feel anything anyways
I'd fuck you to make the pain go away

Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving it too
I don't need a reason, to hate you the way I do

I'd fuck you so I could feel something instead of nothing at all
I'd fuck you because you are beautiful
I'd fuck you because you are my nigger
I'd fuck you because I am your whore
I'd fuck you because you are a whore
I'd fuck you for fun
I'd fuck you because I can
I'd fuck you so I have a place to stay
I'd fuck you so you will protect me

Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving it too
I don't need a reason, to hate you the way I do
Hate you the way I do

Snow Day

02.14.07 - 06:54pm
mood: Cold
 

Random Work Conversations

02.13.07 - 07:35pm
mood: Amused
music playing: Henryk Gorecki - Quasi una Fantasia IV
While packing up to go home, Lisa messaged me, to ask if I was coming in tomorrow since I was leaving early today to avoid the snow. I told her hell no, I was going to work from home and avoid the mess that will be the snow covered QEW tomorrow. She then asked "are you going to be working in your pajamas all day?", to which I retorted, "Pajamas? What am I royalty? It's boxers and a smelly robe for this guy tomorrow! High five!"

I thought I'd share this exchange because my wit amused me. Enjoy the snow day everybody!

...Also I used the phrase "I'm a titter" to describe the sandwiches me and Jon were creating with the luncheon meats we found in the fridge at lunch. He was amused by the word titter, I was amused by his amusement of the word titter, which caused even more tittering in the lunch room. Good times, good times. Now I'm seriously done writing pointless crap, bye!

Yard Sale

02.11.07 - 11:01pm
mood: meh
 
So I had a yard sale up in Collingwood today. That is a euphemism for the fact that I lost my cell and keys(house and RSA) somewhere on the hills of Blue Mountain, good times, good times.

Centenial Pond, No Access, No Skating

02.09.07 - 11:30pm
mood: Cold
 

Cell Bitches!

02.06.07 - 08:37pm
mood: meh
 
[grimmx@localhost ~]$ su -
Password:
[root@localhost ~]# cat /proc/cpuinfo
processor : 0
cpu : Cell Broadband Engine, altivec supported
clock : 3192.000000MHz
revision : 5.1 (pvr 0070 0501)

processor : 1
cpu : Cell Broadband Engine, altivec supported
clock : 3192.000000MHz
revision : 5.1 (pvr 0070 0501)

timebase : 79800000
machine : PS3PF
[root@localhost ~]#

YDL Linux sucks though so I'm going to reisntall this weekend, either Gentoo or Xubuntu. Then my 1080i video streaming across the network should be a smoother experience.

News: Personality Secrets in Your MP3 Player

02.05.07 - 05:19pm
mood: meh
music playing: The Haunted - Bullet Hole
I read this user comment in regards to this article on slashdot today, which cracked me up. It's a description of different genres of music:
Pop: "Something sad happened but I didn't let it get me down"
Country: "Something sad happened but I'll get over it"
Indie rock: "Something sad happened and I want to kill myself"
Metal: "Something sad happened and I want to kill you"
In conclusion that funny comment was the hilite of my work day. I had chosen this "The Haunted" song as my quote since I thought it was a fitting "metal" quote to use, but in hindsight the lyrics are sort scarry and a bit of a mood killer, sorry, I thought it was going to be funnier...
Breaking in and entering,
my will is the law.
I feel the scent of innocence
and I know it's all about to fall.

Never repent or change,
never submit or yield.

Trespassing holy ground,
reveal your secrets.
Unlock these private boundaries.
I'll grant you one more dream.

Never repent or change,
never submit or yield.

I have an urge to kill.
I have an urge to rise above my victim.
To see their life blood fade away.

I have an urge to feast upon the weak.
You're mine
every goddamn time.

Catharsis

02.04.07 - 04:24pm
mood: meh
music playing: Marylin Manson - Dried Up, Tied and Dead to the World
ca·thar·sis

The purging of the emotions or relieving of emotional tensions, esp. through certain kinds of art, as tragedy or music.

[Greek origin, kátharsis a cleansing]

Movie: Children of Men

02.04.07 - 02:59pm
mood: meh
music playing: Human Waste Project - Dog
I'm guessing it was just me but, while watching this movie, thanks to them talking about the Human Project, I thought of Aimee Echo and the Human Waste Project, which is totally weird seeing as I've naught had cause to think of them in years. So to wrap this review up, great movie.
I am ruined
And I feel nothing
I can't remember where I begin
And you end
Your breath became mine
My heart it beats your blood
Two headed beast with four green eyes
We are one mind

This is wasted breath