For the past two weeks or so, I've been getting a strange vibe from my the lady. Well, ever since this whole full time working, stupid schedules thing started, we've sort of been drifting apart. But like I said, as of the last two weeks it's just been feeling more pronounced. Amongst other things I've noticed, the fact that it seemed impossible to maintain a conversation with her for more than ten minutes on the instant messanger seemed really suspect to me. In a related point, not getting curteous hello's when signing on any more, really got to me, I mean, thats just proper manners. Like I said, it was this, amongst other things, that I had picked up on, which led me to feel that something was not right.
Another thing that bothered me was that, I cut my trademark beard short a week ago, and she never said anything. Almost as if she hadn't noticed. Come to think of it none of my asshole friends have said anything about the new short beard look, it's as if no one cares... what's up with that? I apologize for this failed attempt at comedy in the middle of this post, I just thought I needed some levity before continuing with this.
People paying attention must have already inferred that we are now broken up. It happend tonight actually. We arrived at the park around 9 and got back to the car at about 10 in the PM. So sometime between those hours, closer to the latter half of that hour, is when it happened. I have no idea why I'm mentioning the time other than the fact that I happen to know the time.
Since I suspected something was wrong, it didn't come as a complete shock to me when it happend, although I was disapointed with the fact that I was not able to have the conversation I was planing to have with her prior to this happening, the one where I was going to ask what was going on, but I guess wanting to break up was what was going on, so then that conversation wouldn't have gone any different anyways. Umm am I making any sense? I dunno, I'm sorry for this crappy writing.
After I droped her off at home. I made some calls and ended up going for coffee with the Monika, who provided some of her patented moral support. Thanks Mon, you're always there for me. Well, that's enough writing for me for tonight, time to sleep, good night.
Another thing that bothered me was that, I cut my trademark beard short a week ago, and she never said anything. Almost as if she hadn't noticed. Come to think of it none of my asshole friends have said anything about the new short beard look, it's as if no one cares... what's up with that? I apologize for this failed attempt at comedy in the middle of this post, I just thought I needed some levity before continuing with this.
People paying attention must have already inferred that we are now broken up. It happend tonight actually. We arrived at the park around 9 and got back to the car at about 10 in the PM. So sometime between those hours, closer to the latter half of that hour, is when it happened. I have no idea why I'm mentioning the time other than the fact that I happen to know the time.
Since I suspected something was wrong, it didn't come as a complete shock to me when it happend, although I was disapointed with the fact that I was not able to have the conversation I was planing to have with her prior to this happening, the one where I was going to ask what was going on, but I guess wanting to break up was what was going on, so then that conversation wouldn't have gone any different anyways. Umm am I making any sense? I dunno, I'm sorry for this crappy writing.
After I droped her off at home. I made some calls and ended up going for coffee with the Monika, who provided some of her patented moral support. Thanks Mon, you're always there for me. Well, that's enough writing for me for tonight, time to sleep, good night.