I'm the fucking angel

07.01.04 - 09:53pm
mood: Pissed
music playing: Eminem - Superman
I don't know if anyone else has been what I have been throughout my entire life.
I've been the fucking angel child for two blind parents.

I'm the fucking one who, to the day, has never had a cigarette or done any kinds of drugs. I'm the one who doesn't drink. I'm the one who didn't fuck everything that moved when I was growing up. I'm the one who did every fucking outside chore (until recently). I'm the one who's not a fucking hick. I'm the one with a fucking job and looking to buy a car and move out.

BUT...

Apparently I'm the one worth nothing. I'm the one who developed seizures from the stress in my life when I was six. I'm the one who should be saying sorry for everything. I'm the one who doesn't care about anybody. I'm the one who is going nowhere in life. I'm the one living my life as low as it gets. I'm the one with no future. I'm the one who needs to be kicked out. I'm the one who can't walk in the fucking door without being confronted for an argument.

Well I say.... "FUCK YOUR BULLSHIT"

You should thank the fucking heavens for someone like me. Someone who's percevied lack of caring for others is due to the problem of not being able to fit in everyone when they come to me for help with every fucking issue in their lives.

Pardon me for not having the time you think I should have.