... that point where you just can't hold it in any longer.

Now I'm not talking about washroom breaks here, cuz we've all had close calls on those!! I mean having something in you that you've needed to say, nay.. express to someone but were too damn shy or fearful that the expression might not reveal the desired result.

As of 11:25am today I decided to take the plunge and just to go for it. I obviously hope it works out in my favour... hell I FUCKING PRAY IT DOES... but even if it doesn't, I feel so much better that I was finally able to tell this person the way I felt because these thoughts and feelings couldn't remained bottled up inside of me any longer. My heart just couldn't take the torture.

She is a very special woman who means so much to me, but I do respect the decision which ever way it goes. However, she could make me one of the happiest men on earth if the decision were to go in my favour. I will cross my fingers and hope that my geniune feelings were able to touch her in a way that she might look my direction for the future.

Here's hoping!