feelings... nothing more than feelings

12.19.03 - 11:40pm
mood: A.O.K.
music playing: my dog barking
Went out with my cougar lady friend (can guys be cougars?) shopping in Mississausage, actually buying Christmas gifts (what's up with that?).

We decide for dinner to stop at Casey's in Sherway.
I had only been to Casey's once before so its almost like trying something new... and you ladies know how I love to try new things!!

Anyway... we eat, food good, blah blah

Then we're leaving and I sorta catch eyes with this one rather beautiful lady who seems surprised to see me. I keep walking... pause... think think, who is it?.... then walk back in and right up to her. She goes, "i'm the one who never talks". By that time I already knew who she was, but it sure was nice to see her again.

To take you back some time... I had gone to Cuba in June and met, what still seems to be the woman of my dreams and her family. "The one who never talks" was the nickname I gave for the oldest sister who just would not say a word unless she was forced.

"The one who never talks" sister was cute as hell, damn fun to talk to and be around, but she had a boyfriend. Now that totally sucked... still does actually, cuz I still think about her all the time. She just had it all. Looks, intelligence, personality, etc... how could I not like her?

Then we were kinda, "should we meet again" but she decided it would be best if we didn't cuz she had a boyfriend and it just wouldn't be right. To which I had to accept the reality.

So anyway, I'm talking to "the one who never talks" and I ask of her family and she asks how I'm doing. As well she mentions to her friend that I'm the guy whom her sister had hit it off with in Cuba. I let it be known, firstly "the one who never talks" is to go home and smack her sister in the head for not replying to my emails, then to remind her that if she ever breaks up with that guy, I'm, as I put it, "waiting in the wings".

...typical me forgot to introduce the cougar to "the one who never talks", but meh... who cares?

So we will see what relationship state my cutie pie is in. For me, I hope she's single again!!!